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Sunday, November 1, 2009

I realised at some point of time , i really need to
post something... If not it'll die... haha..

Well , first thing that i wanna say is about
my birthday... Well , it sucks this year..
The environment around me seems
different maybe bcos of of some
reasons,like my late grandma is gone
and it seems so different... Second ,
Its a working day and not many people
celebrate.. Last, i just miss the times when
my whole family is there especially
the times when my late grandma was there..
Hmm. :(

Second thing is that i miss Halloween ... Looking
forward to that day and i'd miss it.. Wanted
to go to Molly Malone like we used to..
Thought of wearing Tinkerbell costume..
How ? Make the costume myself...
Well its simple... But it's hard when u don't
have the things to use...

Third, Family problems..
Lots and lots of problems ae coming into my
life.. Yes , it's common but i just can't stand it..
Faced problems about my brothers and sisters
and i have a lot so... , parents , my problems like
boys.. Problems about my parents is that my mum
had been fighting with my dad and in my point of
view is that the problem started from my dad..
Well not all , but most of it...
Miss the old times when i was young..
My problems like i said is about boys... They are like
so damn freaking IRRITATING... Can't they just see
how i feel and just wait ? If you love me , you would wait rite ?
That's what they call love is.. It's about sacrifising.. DUh!!
If you ask who likes me, i could give u a whole list..
Seriously , i don't lie.. My little bro keep asking me am
i not desperate ? "YES I AM ! But what to do , studies first..
I'm not like you.. What do u expect ?"
I'm already slacking and i'm not gonna do it again..
Learnt my lesson already.. I learnt by my god sister
(kakak angkat) Kak Ain.. She had given me motivation
and that are some things that i loved about her.. I
just hoped that we can stick together longer.. 1st kakak
angkat per ...


Yes, I sometimes fell like i am lonely, but i have friends
and families who are on by my side and wold talk to me..
It's just that guys are irritating... Not the guys that i
had been crushing on , i'm refering to the guys that i
don't knoe ,popped up into my life... I've been crushing to
a couple of guys in a long time and i feel that they don't
like me... that's what i'm afraid of.. Guys that i like
don't like me back.. I just hope they do...

Next, speaking of guys , i've been watching tyra banks
show on Psychic Twins... It's so cool ... I'd recommend
you all to check this out.. I hope i can meet these
Psychic twins and ask them about my future... It
would be so cool... I'd love to ask them a question
on www.twins.com but they are under construction...
So what to do but just wait.. I've had seen the Tyra banks

show on vampires and to me, i believe that they are real..
So check it out on youtube okies... Me and my bro had just
post a video of us talking of cars , random dancing and other craps...
And i am so happy cos At last , I'm on youtube! :D

to find it , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkqtPTwWGzl
and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0n21ACIQk_g..
Check it out, check it out, check it out.. Hahas...

Lastly, i'd had just seen a video on the amazing child singers..
Love how they sing but kinda jealous.. Hahas.. No la...

So check it out.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uu0UoouAyeU
They are truly amazing...

I wanted to say another topic but it'll be too long and i am
so lazy to type... so other times okies... That's all ya !




MiraRah. xoxo.