Its 1.39 am now and i am still wide awake....
Just came back from home to send tyara
and cik layla back to mama house...
Umm... Dunno what to post today as
i cannot think... I just realised that it
just started raining and have a feeling
that it will become heavier later on...
I feel so lousy cos when i think back ,
all my cousins even my both brothers
have their boyfriends and girlfriends...
Its only left me and my sisters or what we
call "the girls" that do not have boyfriends...
Urgh! Feel so desperate and unwanted
now... Any advise guys ?! SIGH... Dunno
what to do and think now.... I guess it
is too early for me at this age...
But to me, when it comes to exam time ,
it is good not to have boyfriend , cos u can
concentrate more in your studies and
revisions... Sigh... Thinking of someone i
admire now... How i wish to be like some-
one who is perfect... I wish to God
that i can get a perfect guy and suitable
guy for me... So this is what i could think
off for today...