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Sunday, May 10, 2009
Feelings for 09 May 2009 - Aunty dewi and cik jo weddings...

Today will blog about whhat happened on 9th may 2009 ... It is cik Jo and
Auntie Dewi wedding... So freaking busy there... Cik Layla ask me to help
her to take care of tyara as she dont always play with other children and
will wander around... So we scared that she will do anything wrong as she
is close to me... On the other hand , mummy ask me to carry the plates and
cups which is my work for the day... Then , still have my mum friends ask
me why i never sing karaoke at the same time... So i said an excuse to
escape ths conversations... So at the end , i need to do two works at the
same time... Sigh , so tired... So i decided to do my work instead of
taking care of tyara... So at the end of the day , tyara was sad and
angry as i did not accompany and play with her for the whole day... I
tried to take care opf her for a while , while cik layla went us to do
her milk ... Then , came my mum... She scolded me for not doing my work..
I explained to her and she still dosen't understood me... I was so fed-up
and felt like wanted to scold her back... then after doing hours of work ,
i took care of tyara again ... Still the same thing happened... I did
Scold her back but then i felt so guilty.. After a few more hours , me ,
faizah and milah went for a walk while kak syarah took our place for a
while cos the people at there still eating... We walk talked and took
candid pictured so that it will recover some of our tiredness... then ,
a lot of my cousins , which is kost boys asked me "have boyfriend ? "
a couple of times;tried to disturb me.. And at the same time , had some fun...
After the walk , met my crush ... So happy ... haha.... SHHH ! u all dont
know who lah... haha... So happy ... but did not chat as he dont know...
tried to but cant... Feel like there is nothing between us... Sigh ...
How i wish too be with him... :( Then at last , we put a day to an end...
So dead tired... At night , like i said, tyara was mad at me so had to bathe
her... And we slept side by side... Laughed with her , chatted , and at last
she slept... i guess she just wanns be with me... Its the first time that i
make her sleep... If not , she will decline to sleep... So happy and proud of
myself... ahaha... I had upgrade my part time nany job... haha... So this
is what happened... Had enjoyed a lot...


On tuesday is chemistry paper... Still haven't revised... Haha... On
monday wanna revise... I think i fail my geography as i did not put an
effort as i concentrate on my Social Studies as they will take some %
and will combine it... I hope i will pass my E- Maths and A- maths...
So nervous now... ahaha.... So this is all i can think of... Enjoy !

MiraRah. xoxo.