I wanna feel specialed from this painful world. Hold Me Baby.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I know u like the song . Cos ' i LOVE it ! I listen to underground songs and songs that

has meaningful lyrics inside like 'parachute' and 'mad about the boy' . the smiths songs

are good too. Bands that i love is 'she & him' , other than Jonas Brothers. Pffft , so

typical right jonas brothers. I'm quite proud of my music taste cos' i improve alot.rather , than listening to modern songs , i listen to many of categories.

1. Jazz

- Regina Spektor

- Zee Avi

`The most top one are my faves.`

2. Indie

- Soko

-Kimya Dawson

3. Underground songs

- The smiths

- She & Him

- Moldy Peachers

- Razorlight

- Kate Nash

- Ingrid Michaelson

- Mumm- Ra

- Oh-atoms !

- Wolfmother

-Madjkut ( nope , no wrong spelling )

-Skeewill

- American Juniors (not SUPER Juniors , there are Korean )
- public parking

`many more. if i list , this post won't end. Hehs. `

So , got influenced to these type of songs cos' Shidah got me into this!

hahahahs , not a bad thing. it's a good thing. i know more about songs

becos' of her. She made me listen to these songs and i'm got the hang

of it. It kind of suited my personality cos i love listening to Regina Spektor,

Lenka, Ava Leigh, Lilly Allen . Yeahh , that girl up there . Shidah . The best,

weirdest, fun, lovin', warmest friend ever to be with. :D

She have changed my life into a better one but i'm still processing from the

'improving' part. I am proud to say that she is my fashion saviour ever !

* wide smile with sepet eyes * eww , that seems disgusting when i imagine that.

How twisted is that ? :D

- giorgia nickelson , Angus thongs & perfect snogging.

hehs.

MiraRah. xoxo.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Hi hi ! I'm back again.. Am gonna talk about a few things , mainly on
EXAMS , love , friendship and maybe some other random stuff which
i forgotten what was it.

So, let's start this off by talking about exams. well ,what i know is , i'm
gonna be done with exams . i thnk i have like 3 papers left. I have chem
and maths tmr. on monday is physics. usually i would say save the best for last.
But this time it would be save the WORST for last. hahs. but i'm glad that physics
is the last paper cos' i can like revise ? i'm not quite sure about tat. hmmm..
I dunno what to writeabout actually cos i really think tat no one reads my blog.
Not quite sure if it is a good / bad thing. but who cares rite ?

Now , gonna talk about friendship. I know this one. oh ya , AWAK , on the 30 may 2010
is our 'one yearsary' or one year kenalan. the next week would be your birthday..
i'm not sure whether to give u a suprise or not . cos' i think i dun have the mood(enthu)
like last time , like the way i used to be.. so we'll see. btw , can't wait to step the 1 year
of us knowing each other. btw , all the best for anything in your life. you may need it.
I'm sure. I dunno if u would read this but if u do, senyum2 slalu and be happy always.
You have someone else in your life to love so u better take care of her as well as yourself.
I'm only saying that if you need a listening ear , i am happy to be there for you. Stay
CUTE always kay, AWAK. Itu aje.

Love , i've decided to move on from any ex-friends / soccer friend. you wanted me to , so
i'll do it just for you. you know whu you are. i will find someone new okays ? whom i can
miss alot. hahs. I'll find other mates and friends to hang out with . Just waiting for the right
moment now. u already have one that that is a good thing . just hang on if anything
goes wrong okay..

last saturday , 2 may 2010 , shidah asked kaya and me for outing. A gig. hmm , already
bought tickets but something cropped up last min. need to attend atok b'day. thought
they would celebrate on other days , so , things change. so i told kaya that iwould be
joining them late. skali , kaya told me she would wait for me at 5pm. i was like , "ooukays.. see ya later then. " then when we met , shidah told us that her fren will be playing at 6 and then they will be going out. then we are at the mrt , at admiralty , haven't even pass bishan and it's gonna be 6pm. we told shidahthat we will be late. long story short , shidah told us no need come. her fren will pay the tix. and me and kaya went city hall like mad tourist , gg to museum to esplanade ... hahas. kecohh. then we go citylink mall to marina to esplanade back.. was really shag that time.. hmm...

ya , so that was it.. could think of anything else to blog about. but if i have more stories to blog on , i'll just add in this post. keep updated. bye !

MiraRah. xoxo.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

'I spent every minute of my life reading her blog, checing if shes alright, to see if there were any updates and all.I did this because I still care and because I'm not a dog. '
- Basil Mirza Tan

Found this saying from my fb friend.. I think this is a beautiful saying.

Cos he wrote this in his belief an feelings.. And i am kinda got affected

by this cos i am doin' the same thing.. It's a HE not a SHE.

I used to think that i dun like him but now i realised that i am MISSING him

for no particular reason.. And yea , i admit that i seriously MISS my guy.

No doubt about it. I am not calling myself a stalker , it's jus that i wanna

know if he's okay and all , if you're happy ( should be ) , and how is life

that's all. No harm done.. And Dan keeps calling me _____ stalker..

Am not okay... I seriously regretted what i did somehow..

hmm , but it's ok for me .. at least i can see u smile and happy wit her rite ?

and u DID change for the better which u change to an ideal guy for me.

hmmm . :/

Text u yesterday and i think the reason should be prepaid da bes..

so damn lonely this year.. Damn it..

Talking bout' guys now as u know , if i talk abt a guy , this means

i have nothing to blog on... ya , so this is what i can vomit today.. :)

MiraRah. xoxo.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Pick up lines & viruses

Pick up lines.. Hmmm , there are just so random.

Some of them are just plain boring and the other ones are funny. well , sometimes.

I dun really know of the term pick up line until i went to Google it.. and i found these.

The photo above are so called my faves.. Starting from below (mcgorgeous) to the top

(Library card).. Hehs , i dun really know why suddenly i wanted to know about pick up

lines.. and besides , most Sg peeps dosen't use this anymore... I think they dun even know

what pick up lines is.. speaking of which , i alsodun think that people use "terms" such as

LMA (lick my ass) or WEML ( whatever major loser) or even point 'L' in frnt of their

foreheads.. Hehs , that's just old school...

Okays , next thing that i most hated are the fcuking irritating Virus..

Now i am using my bro laptop and everytime i use it , a window

pop up a stupid sign saying a virus is found... Ckick here to get protected..

Oh ya , it also came with a stupid sound that sound like a monster shouting..

i , at here was thinking , what the freaakkk.... Shitheads.

Then they scanned the comp. and then it said that my comp. have 21

threats , and 6 confirm viruses . I called my bro and we talked :

Me : Abg , yr aptop have virus eh ?

Abang : huh ? maner ade..

Me : Tak de.. Cannot be , cos here they sayyr laptop have threats and virus.. Alot..

Abang : Then u block or access deny uhs..

Me : Dun have la.. All it show is that to remove , have to pay & subscribe. -.-

Abang : Klau gitu buat bdh aje.. Cos that one is just advertisment.. Scare u only.

Me : Oo , okies.. Then juz buat bdh je ?

Abang : ya , wad program is that ?

Me : CleanUp AntiVirus.

Abang : okies.. juz ignore..

Me : Ok , btol ehs.. if yr comp shut down i dunno.. *irritated by this*

Abang & Me : END CALL.

That's what happen.. I mean , would u just get angry if yr laptop keep

saying that u have virus but it is actually isn't true.. Haix... Itu je la.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

.Colour my life with rainbows.

HEHS.

MiraRah. xoxo.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Pictures taken from my KL trip , and some family pictures.. :D
Some of them cannot show , embarrased to put cos have alot of funny2 pose.

Today is 02 April 2010, the day for the event of Izah's party. Dunno if wanna
overnight or not. Seems different now.. Not like last time cos mum is not there ,
dad not there. Only me and dan , so i guess it will be bored.. Hmm , dunno wad to
do.. No teman , sedih ehs .. :(

Yesterday was my dad's birthday. I know wad you are thinking. "Hah , Mira , April
Fool kan ? Hahaha, good one i guess..." Well , no it's not april fool. It's really my dad's
birthday. Yea , i have an unique dad and i LOVE my family alot yah.. To celebrate it ,
me , kak bai , dan and parents went bowling. Best2... Well , it really proves at one
thing , I ____ AT BOWLING. hahahs , wad do u think ? Fill in the blank.

Oh ya , yesterday my school had organised sports carnival.. Fun time seh..
My level have two activities to participate.. Frisbee & Soccer. They need 5 guys
and 5 girls for both... So i went for SOCCER , not frisbee.. Two reasons :
- Full booked
- Hate frisbee..
And i joined soccer cos they wan me to. SO , i'll give iit a go.. But the thing is , i knw
nothing abt how to play and all. Wad i know is that i like to be goal-keeper.. Then i tot
girl vs. girl . But last2 it's a mix soccer. 3 girls , two boys...
After playing 4 games , two lose , two win match , the boys say i good at defending..
HEh , not as i thought it would be.. But the first match , hate the refree , refree KAYU..
And he call me BUTO. And the thing is i nvr do harm to him. Fcuktastical. :

Today , my long lost 'guyfriend' that i miss came back... SO , i took the chance and chat
with him.. Best2 , me likey .. Just like old times.. kan kan kan ? Hahas , tapi not
exactly like last time uhs... Last time kite slalu 24 hrs layan & msg.. KAN AWAK ? :)
But now tk blh layan bnyk sangat uhs , psl nnti org tu marah. Cuteboy kan da kene
cop.. Won't mention yr name... I call u 'cuteboy' or AWAK ? Which one u lyke ? U pick.
Next time , KITE klua ehs ... Hehs , good chating with you. Miss you awak.. :D

P.S. I filled this post with yr favourite colour .. White tk blh uhs , nnt tak nampak..
If u dun know whu "he " is , dier fav. BEN 10 , TOM & JERRY. hAHAHAS. iLuv PINK. :D

MiraRah. xoxo.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

After school life & woodgrove idol

ITE OR POLY ?????

All i can say is that it's better to go to POLY than ITE .Well , I am not being biased , it's just that POLY has a better recognition when it comes to job hunting. More company manager will be finding for poly students... And what's more , u think that it is EASY to go there ? Think again okies.The points for poly and ite are all the same. A must to pass English and Maths and other 3 subject. And total add up will be lesser than 19. Best if lesser than 15 cos' the <>

My advice to u is that If u like soccer , don't ever pick it as a course.. You think u still can play soccer until u hit 40- 60... NO , u can't.. So juz treat soccer as your hobby or side activity. Pick other course that can boost up yr career and future.. Hope u change your mind.. Please do .. Cared about you.. :D

At last ,common test have ended.. Got my Physics , Chemistry and E-Math marks..

Overall , some expect to fail cos' i always do my last minute revise .. Example , tomorrow test , tomorrow morning ... OR tomorrow test , today at night study.. Hehs .. Not a good way of studying.. DO NOT FOLLOW MY WAY. I'm a spoiled brat during common tet revision.. N- level ?? DON"T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT MIRA... Must pass , aiming to sec 5 then Poly..

WOODGROVE IDOL ?

Went for the audition . Luckily got pass through.. Shah & rusde was there too. And they got through also.. Hmm , did'nt expect for me to go through audition.. Audition (checked) , Semi finals & finals ??? Well , i'm out of songs for semi-finals.. What more for the finals.. Shits ! Any song suggestions ? Tell me by tagging okies... Not quite sure when is the day of semi-finals actually... They onli say next week... Hmmm , That's all i wanna say..

MiraRah. xoxo.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Crushes and daily life of mine

Yea , take a hint and i gave too much hint , u don't even notice and care.

Call yourself a gentleman , for me , the answer is no.

All of these sentences in the picture above reminds me of you and

that's the reason i wanna post this. I just wanna to be clear.

Lessons to be learnt for HIM : (u knw whu u are)

1) Do not tell other people WHAT u think of me.

2) Please , do not pass around yr phone.

3) Take good care of the phone.

4) Should not tell other people what i said to u in any of the message.

5) Protect all girls , even if u just get to know them.

6) DELETE your messages DAILY. I seriously recommend this one.

7) Get updated.

8) SHOW that u care to the girl even though u lazy to layan. At least abit of concern?!

9) Do not get too "avoidish" or shy. Just say a hi when u see tat girl . OR even a SMILE.

10) Do not treat us like a pillar or a wall . Come on, i see yr face like almost EVERYDAY.
I'm so shocked that u tell people that i like u. I thought u did'nt even care to think of that.

But ,too bad, day by day , my crush on u fade and soon there will be no more.

And when i need u the most ,u are not there . But when i don't need u , u are always there and

talking... By the time , u tell other people , they are outdated cos' it's not true anymore...

Today's yr birthday , at least i CARE enough to wish u tat. I hope u realise. PLEASE. :(

YES , i am reviving my dead blog . So here u go . Amek kaw ! Hahas.

So , next week would be the common test. Wow , time flies so fast when

u are in Sec 4. It's February now and i am still having the "slacking" period.

OMGlee , i suck at Geog. I have the lowest marks in the class for the test.

As i only anyhow study and last minute also. 4 out of 20 or 10 0r 15..Somehow lyke

that uhs.

I hate crushers. I mean that's the basic meaning of crush. It's either u get rejected

or accepted. Yea , it suck to have the feeling.I am quite sure of that. It's quite

sufering.. as u have to wait and wait to get yrself noticed... hmm... To me , it's

hard to get myself noticed by other people and i dun know how to mix with people.

SO , my social skills aren't that good... That's my number 2 problem. But my number 1 ,

problem is that i am so damn picky of guys. In this case , if this guy come , and he have

many things that i dun like. I will dump them to the core. I think i have that setiously

bad fucking habit that i can't get rid of it. I think i've done it like four to three times.

I'm such a good girl gone bad.

TOday , for geog lesson , ms lam was super duper nice and she speak with the soft
voice.tot that i prefer she teach in that way but as time goes on , the lesson is boring
and my class felt like sleeping. I also get influenced by Shidah. Hahahas , yea , she slept.
She even dreamt of the NCC fighting with NPCC. Sempat ke per. Well , me and my friends
are all so weird.. Weird colonies and i'm lovin it. Got problem , blh bbl perh. Hhahas. The reson for all of this , well Mdm Mas ( principal ) and Ms Yati (teacher) was in class... That's why...

That's all i can say today . Panjang kan , i know. But wad to do. Banyak sangat citer nak bilang.
My fucking infection in the throat is coming back and i can see a bump at the right side ( small onli) , seriously , it's different from the left side.. Hehs. Can see from the webcam.. Tot of making a viseo on my youtube account. Add me ehs, kalau tak de , ask me personally.. da dah , tu jer nak letak.

WANSUEY PPLS !

P.S : I am started to miss this old friend of mine so dearly. Dunno why . Miss his crapness.. Hmmm... So long nvr miss him... Guess who la. Aper jer mira , da attached baru nak miss2 dier..
Seriously sak , dunno why .

MiraRah. xoxo.